Married to love of my life we have 5 children youngest is 8 years old. Have 16 who was born with multiple mental disabilities ADHD, Aspergers Autism, bipolar and learning problems like dyslexia ect. many years and many programs to get him stable, now he is mostly stable and doing good. I recently got really sick, numerous trips to the ER and no answers except that it was "Anxiety" well futher tests where done because it just kept getting worse ..reacted from 3 doses of antibiotic..ambulance ride....2 Corona's at a friends wedding...ambulance by morning time! Come to find out i have Mastocytosis Indolent to be specific, but all the same Mastocytosis. I have constant hard time to breathe from my throat clinching, severe hip joint pain, flushing, severe abdominal pain and crying that never ends...I have to do this..I was given this for some reason and if it's to raise awareness and money to find a cure than so be it... This is a progressive disease and it also affects children some outgrow this..some do not and to see parents posting on their site "In memory of" with a little childs name is heart wrenching and I can't sit by and do nothing. I am not ready to leave my husband and children but, I have no say in what God's choices are for me. I hope you can find it worth while to give to this cause...because I am worth it and my family and friends are what I am worried about when I am gone. I pray everyday for a cure so that I can be a mom and a wife again....and for no one else to suffer like this...